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well, it's finally all over. no more exams and no need to study for sometime. this is so cool. because if this goes on, i think i will waste all my emotions. didn't really wasted my emotions last night but i cried, not again.

well, i was studying for my f&n when i heard the dj, banban, talking about his life. he is doing a so-called special on his life last night. so he was talking about how he missed the school days and exam days when he and his friends would go to the airport, or stay at the school canteen or go to a friend's house to study. it just suddenly brought back alot of memories. isn't this all what we were still doing a few days ago? and then, he played a song, ao ye(burning the midnight oil). as i don't have the lyrics in chinese, i am going to translate it to english myself, it is just the chorus:

i used to stay up for you, just to make your birthday card.
we used to stay up together, to study for the exams tomorrow.
after today, we might have to bid goodbye.
please stay up with me again to chat.
i used to stay up for you, just to help you record your favourite show.
we used to stay up together, to just talk crap on the net.
after so many days, how many times have we stayed up together?
let me sing this song for you, please stay up with me till tomorrow... ...

don't you think it's like us? have tears in my eyes at this point of time, threatening to fall. but the other song that made my drop 2 tears is a song by xiao hu dui. i can't remember the title but i remembered that the song is about 3 friends graduating and telling each other to pursue their dreams, promising to meet up again in the future and asking each other not to cry. this is so sad. but the one that really made me cry alot of a song by banban and his friend jiehao. they used to host a teenage reality traval programme in channel u so this song is the theme song. as i don't have and don't want to type out the chinese lyrics, i got the english lyrics translate by butterfly*maiden:

Friends truly are forever -
Even so, hold them close, and hold them near,
Because even friends might have to leave sometime -
So treasure them while you can.

'Forever' doesn't mean they'll always
Be there by your side physically.
But true friendship will always remain in your heart,
Buried deep in memories, unfading.

It won't matter if in years to come you forget my name.
It won't matter even if you forget my face.
Just as long as you remember the times we've had,
That will be more than enough for me.

for just as long as our friendship is never forgotten,
It would never have been a waste,
And after all, how do you regret a few happy years
That were better than a lonely eternity?

and this is the chorus. it is like so true. about friends, about life. i guess i used up all the emotions that i am supposed to use only next year as i am not graduating yet. but i believe i didn't waste emotions yesterday, was just touched that's all. i think exams is doing a very big thing on me, making me use up so many emotions. but i wanna give the song, ao ye, to nana especially. thanks for spending so many nights up with me just to k shu. thanks.

and an annoucement, i changed my nick again and this is going to stay for good. because there are people saying that t3aRdr0p and sUnsHn3 has a very big difference and doesn't go so i changed it to t3aRysUn. a combination of t3aRdr0p and sUnsHn3.

love ya,
t3aRysUn