born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

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i don't know!
i really don't know!
i don't know!
ugh.

[i'll try, but i am not a keeper of promise to start with.]
mixed emotions.
don't know what to say.
yet so much to say.
ah.
something is wrong.
so very wrong.
ugh.
down.
depressed.
sad.
self piting.
bitchy.
pissy.

aaaahh!! something is seriously wrong lah. yah. so wrong. ugh. anyway, sorry ahma. for saying that one line during dinner. thanks for sorta showing your hurt. so i know. i'll learn. i cannot promise but i'll try. yah.
(:
your eyes, so soul captivating.
like a puddle of water,
deep and clear,
always calm.

your smile, like the sun,
shining bright into my life.
giving me all the energy,
to go on.

your hand, like the gloves,
holding my tight.
keeping me warm,
both on the surface and inside.

your voice, like music,
seeping deep into my heart.
every word leaves a mark,
a carve,
on my fragile yet strong heart.
about the entry yesterday.

"forever is as long as the heart let's it be."
this is defined by suaku. i think it is so true. who can say what forever really is. when we say friends forever, do it mean we will be for life? and even the next life or in heaven? i doubt.we can just fall out any minute and there goes the forever. i have experienced it myself before.

"to forget is to remember."
well well well. when we try to forget, we will force ourselves to. but do anyone realise that by forcing it, you are actually thinking of the person even more? if you are reminded of the person so much, how to forget? so by just remembering the person and not purposely being reminded of, you'll realise that in time to come, when you finally think of the person again, you have not thought about him for a long time. so long that you have buried him deep in your mind. yah. see the logic?

and i left out one important point.
"the saddest person in the world is not she who cries the most, but she who smiles the least."
true. so true. i guess this doesn't need any explaining. yah.

okays. off to slack around but away from the computer. my mom is screaming down my throat. about nothing. ugh. mothers. i seriously don't want to be like her man. please.
today's such a happening day. in a different way. first, my phone died on me early in the morning. how suay. but things took a turn for the better as the class so called bonded during the long break we had. and school finally officially start tomorrow. dang.

had a talk with roxane. nic was there too. she seems to sad. like so troubled. and yet, she can't quit hock. which made things worse. everything in hock is making her feel so bad. so wrong. she even cried while talking. this is how bad the situation is to her. maybe. maybe. maybe it is a bad choice to come to jc after all. she might be happier in sp. she might. or if the hockers were more forgiving and understanding, things will be much better. oh wells.
i think only adi knows me best in this world. for some weird reason. maybe because our character is almost the same, we share the same horoscope by the way, and we are one family.

the both of us don't share our down side. so much so that i think, we lost the ability to cry. which is kinda sad, cos no matter how much we wish to, we just can't.

well, everyone has a down side but i realised, no one has really seen mine. i might not even see it. cos everything is so fake that i just don't give a damn anymore. until the other day when you asked me why am i so down looking. so stone. so quiet. so sad. then, only then, that i see the light. thanks for showing care. thanks. but i guess, i am fine. yah. well, i guess.

the wrong feeling is back to haunt me yet again. and i hate it. but cannot shake it off. ah freak! i should seriously stop thinking so much.

serene oh, stop letting your thoughts wander. stop!
i can't get to sleep. sneaked out of my room to type. my parents will kill me if i'm discovered. oh wells.

"as i stared out of the window,
with my blurred vision,
i see nothing but the world
at a standstill.

the only thing that reminded my aliveness,
is my breathing.
and only my own breathing.

the chains around my heart,
tightening by the seconds.
slowly, slowly,
i'm dying..
i'm dying."

"bright lights from the blocks,
do nothing except to blind.
with a determined mind,
i aim to find.

find what? one may ask.
i do nothing,
but my love, be found.

where, where could you be
i am lost without you.
lost like a sheep,
wandering in the pastures,
looking for its owner
over its hunger."

oh man. i suck at writing. ugh. totally. ah. fuck. i just cannot write huh. oh wells. i hope you guys understand. if not, don't bother. yah. just heck it.
"forever is only as long as the heart lets it be."
this is my favourite definition of forever.

"to forget is to remember."
and this is the best way to forget. at least i think so.

why did i suddenly type about this? i don't really know. it's just a feeling. an urge to type them out. well. i don't know what else to type. and i am really not in the mood to explain that 2 lines. you guys can try figuring yourselves. will explain next time.
fuck. i feel so bad now. ugh. i should just shut that bloody mouth of mine up. like forever. shit. ahhh!! fuck lah.
okays. quite a bit happened huh. like i met up with dearest 4 times this week? which means only tuesday never meet and we going sentosa tomorrow lah. so fun. hee. break record lah. haha. she waited for me to finish soccer yesterday and i waited for her to finish dance today. so sweet right? she was a saint and i was a YJCian. hee.

what else? hmm. i don't really understand how come everyone's so mean to that person. i mean, that person's kinda nice. to me lah at least. oh wells. guess i cannot really change the situation but i'll be nice to that person. yah. i will. i hope. serene, live upright!!
i forgot to mention this. we were in coffee bean and i started telling ahma the story of the korean movie, Classic. forgot how we got there but i almost cried while saying the story lah. so embarrassing. in town can. my gosh. i controlled but my eyes were teary and nose's red. tears were threatening to fall any minute. my gosh. how can i do such stuff lah. i hope only ahma saw. oh wells. i am a cry baby. hee.
hellos. haha. i think i kinda have a few things to say. okays. first up, i had a dream yesterday. i just remembered i had a dream yesterday. it was scary. almost like a nightmare. in my dream, i was told that i have to take 4 H2 so i had to choose one more. and i was with 3 other people at a table then. it took me so long to decide cos i really didn't know what i can or wanted to do. then trembling, i said maths. which is like oh shit lah. then the teacher left after hearing my answer but i couldn't stop trembling and i think i nearly cried. ugh. then one of the people at the table asked me if i am so scared and unwillingly, why don't i tell her i don't wanna take 4 H2? that kinda made sense but i woke up already. what a nightmare!

next up. i had my first soccer training yesterday. it wasn't as tough as hockey so i'm rather glad though i'm aching all over now. haha. then i kept on saying soccer and hocker. haha. (p.s. hocker=hockey player. haha.) and i kinda missed them up and said the wrong one at the wrong time. haha. kinda confused. haha.

thirdly, i had the presentation skills thingy again today. and i introduced myself once again. haha. i didn't know what to say lah. and the stupid zakae refused to press the bell when after my one minute was up. freak. so i had to stay there and try to think of some crap before he decides to press the bell. so i went,'well. people tell me i laugh like a witch.' haha. so the instructor was like,'oh. can you show us?' and i replied,'i cannot..HAHAHAHA' okays. actually, i was already laughing when i said i cannot. haha. so embarrassing lah. everyone in class was laughing too. at me or at my witch laughter, i don't wanna know. hee.

fourthly, there are 2 more new people in my class. zakae and valerie. nice people. very friendly and comical and actually think our class is fun and more bonded than their previous class. you should have seen nic and my facial expression when they said that. haha. okays lah. we had lunch with 'rolling stones' cos all of us ponned econs lecture. haha. pity ragu tagged along. hahaa. oh wells. he was fighting with yujin as usual. haha.

lastly, i met up with dearest both today and on monday! hee. today was kinda slacking around. wanted to eat subway but it's expensive yah. wait till next month. hee. and happy soda is good. haha. i love it! hee. and we walked around taka and talked. relaxing. then we were pitting our loves with each other. like she gets to see my love and i get to see hers. haha. how funny right. hahaa. oh wells. hahaa. we had fun and i bet the other people on the train were like..hmm. haha. saw jiamin from 78 and she was so shocked. not what she expected. haha. told ya. haha.

okays. i should be doing proper stuff now. so..off i go. for those who finished block, good. for grace, fight on. 2 more days!
i'm in the process of transferring all the entries from my previous blog. yups yup. hee. so you'll slowly see the archives getting longer and longer. haha.
well well well. just the other night i dreamt of my primary schoolmates. man. i miss them so so much. i remember i was in my SA uniform and the whole group of them were in the KB uniform, crowding around the notice board, looking for their class. they looked the same as i have last seen them, about 6 years ago. now, i only remember lip seng, fahizul and guotai in my dream but i am sure more than 20 of them were in it. now that i think of it, they were all the same as primary school as that's my last memory of them. they were even still as short. gosh. i really miss them. like when i first saw lip seng i was so happy! it's been a very long 6 years since i last saw him. i miss him so much. my really good friend from primary school who used to go to the same tuition as me. we have lost contact totally. now, even after i woke up, the thought of seeing him again made me really happy.

yups yup. i guess i kinda miss those days a bit. yah.
i'm here. again. kinda don't know what to blog about. hmm.

yesterday was fun with ahma. we ate lots of food. and walked a lot. i think lah. and we bought albums. bumped into zhenrong and joshua. hmm. what else? i don't have the mood to elaborate lah. hee. feeling kinda really lazy. haha.

dar sent me a mms just now. show you what he sent. hahaa. i couldnt stop laughing.



haha. some surprise lah. haha. he is always doing funny stuff. with that ninja look. weirdy huh. oh wells.
okays. haha. feeling so lost eh? cos i just updated so many times. haha. those were saved lah. haha. anyway, i have a question.

what do you see me as in the future?

give me the answers yah. cos i wanna know. haha. there's a reason behind this. tell you guys after you have given me your answers. yups yup. by the way, ahma, what's your blog ah? lost your add. hee.

what else? i am really hungry now. haha. scanning the computer lah. haha. and i think i'll call this lappy U.D. haha. cos i spent so many hours just updating the anti-virus software today lah. that explains why i'm not asleep. yah. so update=U.D. haha. then i thought of ways to spell it.

1) U.D.
2) udy
3) youdy
4) youdi

i think i like 2 best. you say leh? hee.

ohs. one last thing before i end. i think girls with on red lipstick on is so hot. haha. like scarlett johanson. my gosh lah. so hot. fair and the red stands out. woohoo. hot. haha. okays. off to scan the other computer. and hopefully download msn like now. haha. cya people on msn. don't be surprised!! cos I AM BACK!!
okays. i'm back. hurhur. i feel so lost lah. stupid dial-up and stupid wireless. i really have a good mind to just bring this lappy to Macs and use lah. haha. free internet access mah. haha. but i gotta charge the batt first. ugh. so ma fan. i think i'll just do the typing and saving then publish when the connection is finally up lah. sigh. holidays are spent typing entries that can't be published and no msn chatting. i haven't been on msn for almost 2 weeks. ugh.

okays. what to talk about? my dream last night/this morning. firstly, i think i am with a big group of people and we were having fun. then suaku and i had to leave so we flagged a cab and told the uncle to go to ang mo kio before going to anak bukit. then the driver has another "driver" on board who taught him how to go to ang mo kio. like so warped right. haha. and the unlce took us by PIE and we reached near anak bukit but the uncle missed the exit to go to ang mo kio and nearly went to jurong. then he stopped and told us to get off, saying he doesn't know how to go to ang mo kio and he won't charge us. and mind you, the fare was like 12+ lah. hee. after that, suaku and i looked around for a cab but somehow we ended up at some shopping centre which is nowhere in sight just now but somehow we got "transported" there. weird lah dreams. haha. anyway, i saw the taxi stand and wanted to tell suaku but she just kept on walking and insisted that the taxi stand is at the other side. so we went out and waited at the "taxi stand" but it was horrible lah. it was such a long and messy queue. like there's no destinated place to queue from and all. so we waited and waited. when it was like finally our turn, people started to like rush up and wanted to steal the cab. good thing i had my hand on the door first so, heh heh, we got the cab. after boarding, we decided to go to anak bukit, her place, first cos it's nearer. somehow, when we reached her place, i also got off, unknowingly. weird huh. haha. then i walked around the place with someone, but i can't remember who. then guess what? i saw the ruggers!! they like training in the mall, jogging around. i only saw mimi and ashraf. didn't notice whether ryan was there cos i was busy talking to the other person. after that, the person and i went to this part of the mall and it looked like a hotel corridor. then the rugger appeared again and asked if we wanted to go to their chalet and we were like okay. so we went into one of the rooms. and i forgot what we did inside. i think we ate and played games and walked around and talked. i only remember one part where we were supposed to play a cheng yu game. you know, guess the cheng yu. half the ruggers reaction were stunned and the other half were fine with it. haha. weird lah. and mimi and ashraf weren't playing in the room with us, only ryan. so fun lah. ryan is so so so cute lah!!! haha. my loy fatt. did i mention loy fatt in my previous posts? he is the only one that i think is the cutest in the whole level. haha. my loy fatt!! haha. okay. ours lah. haha.

anyway, next topic. have i mentioned that i loved the waist of a person most? my gosh lah. i love the waist lah. the curve. woo baby. haha. i am so high!! hee. and i am watching tv and typing this at the same time. so fun!! hahaa. but no connection. oh nos. i feel so sad again lah. haha. tv time. off to tv!! bye bye!!
okays. let's list out my schedule this holiday.

Monday: spent at home watching tv and typing this. haha.
Tuesday: i guess it's the same as above. maybe with an addition of jogging? i hope.
Wednesday: lunch with PLC. upon mich's request. i hope i get free lunch. 1245 at heartland mall. i hope i won't lose my way. hee.
Thursday: Malaysia. i want to buy lots of clothes!! hope i have the time to.
Friday: shopping with dearest. yayers. marina and suntec. i love. i am a shopaholic lah. haha. and i am supposed to save money lah. freak. haha.

that's should be about it lah. so sad right. my holiday. oh wells. better than most of my friends who have to mug for block

PEOPLE, study hard and we play later okays. yups yup.

what else can i write about? hmm. i watched tons of MTV today. i must say the MVs nowadays are getting nicer to watch and the filming is good. i love the colours they use. the storylines. the sceneries. everything. in particular, i like Guang Liang's Dou Shi Ni and Tank's Gei Wo Ni De Ai.(hope i got it right. too many lah. but i got the singers right. i am sure. haha.) and i like Westlife's Amazing. love that song. the mv is rather cool too. kinda empty yet full. dark yet bright. well. cool. hee. aiyah. in short, i love MTV. cos it helps me pass time faster. hee. of cos typing this too lah.

aiyah. really nothing to type about liao. i think i'll go and watch MTV again. more MVs to come. more more more!!

i am so bored now lah. that's why i'm back to typing blog entries. haha. see, i am really bored. but it is also because i just love typing, especially typing on a lappy with it on my lap. that's why it's called a laptop mah. hee. oh wells. anyway, just the other day i was thinking of what to name my lappy cos it seems like everyone's lappy has a name. like nexa's is called ashton. and grace's is striker. so, i went on the name decision thingy. hee. my favourite past time. haha.

the first step is to decide whether my lappy is a male or female. i thought to myself, if it's silver, it will be a girl and black a guy. then after that, i thought again. even silver seems guyish to me lah. so i changed the criteria and decided that if it's silver i'll give it a fanciful name and for black, it shall be very man. however, my lappy is half black half silver. majority silver though. sigh. and this thought striked my mind. my lappy shall be GAY!! since gays are so hot and all. haha. since my lappy is gay, it must have a really gay name. and guess what is the first name that came to my mind? JAKE!! like jake gyenhall. (i stress again, i cannot spell) since brokeback is about 2 gays and jake is the hotter gay there. like..woohoo!! hee. so my lappy shall be jake. then..after a while, i thought, jake seems so...(i said i have limited vocab right?) so i want a different name. and KY came to my mind. you know, there's this taiwanese host by the name Cai Kang Yong. he is gay. and he is cute and funny and rather hot. haha. okays. in my standards. and i mean, character wise yah. haha. so don't throw rotten eggs at me. okays. back to the topic. now, is my lappy jake or KY? i cannot decide. both seems so hot to me. haha. oh my gosh!!! i got it!! i just got it!! hahaa. how can i ever forget it?? ANDREW!!!! oh my mamaa. that's so hot. haha. or robbie!! haaha. now i have more and more names to decide from. ugh. haha. so difficult. haha. help me can? vote for it lah. okays? hee. so here are the options.

1) Jake.
2) KY.
3) Andrew.
4) Robbie.

do cast your votes generously yah. hee. cos i really want to make a decision. but i think it's a fight between jake and andrew. haha. oh wells. hee. aiyah. it's so irritating. why is my lappy half black? if it's fully black i shall name it andrew lah. and fully silver i'll name it jake. now i have to make a very difficult decision. or alternate days eh. haha. one name each day. haha. so weird. haha.

okays. what else? my life is rather boring these days lah. hmm. i signed up for soccer but skipped the first session cos it's so last minute and i can't wake up early enough. haha. sorry lah. what else? went with nic to buy her first pair of boots. kinda nice. but i liked the black and gold one better. she got the silver and white one. haha.

oh. finale!! lots of people came back lah. for finale. like mimi, ryan, bevelry, jasimah, raymond, monica and lyly. caoyang came on friday. oh man. i miss those people so much. bevelry is so cute lah. the minute we saw her, she started crying. haha. so funny right. she must have missed me too much. man. life in AJ sounds really bad for her. too bad. she can't make it back. sigh. hope we can go out soon. yeah. and nic is like so high over ryan lah. i know he is cute. all of us, okay most of us, think so too. haha. he is lah. damn funny. like he was imitating the singer singing a song. haha. damn cute lah. haha. oh nos. i am high. haha. i think nic is kinda a bit high over very cute guys. haha. like the other time she was telling me and hilary about this cute guy who was in her tour group. haha. she made him sound really cute and i kinda trust her taste. haha. her good luck. then hil and i were just making fun of her lah. like how she plotted to see the guy. to bump into the guy and all. haha. funny lah. we had so much fun then. what happened to them? it will never come back again. cos we are all in different class. okay. us and hilary.sigh. i miss og 7 lah. the foreigners. now, we are left with adi, shioks, gina, christiana, windri, cheryl, junjie and me. are there anymore? maybe ah. you know my really bad memory. but caoyang and raymmond gone lah. those 2 funny people. oh wells. those times at broadway. at esteller. (i really cannot spell) ahh!! the happy soda. i miss it. gonna go back for it soon man. yah. the times at kenneth's place. even the cleaning up is fun too. like how we made fun of kenneth when he was sweeping and wipping. i miss them. i miss my people. and i worry i might forget their names one day. i better type them out now, so i can look back when i really forget. like what i did last year. yah.

OG 7 (Aruba, Orientation Pae 2006)
Zhuang Yan
Chanelisa
Shioks
Gina
Monica
Florencia
Windri
LyLy
Christiana
Weiling
Chen San
Raymond
Andreas
Adi
Caoyang
Shengzhi
Cheryl
Amelia
Junjie
Kenneth
Annabelle
Vickland
Me

6A6 (Pae 2006)
Ryan
Suhaimi
AShraf
Shaopeng
Keynes
Jianrong
Kaiwai
Ragu
Tat Heng
Bevelry
Charmaine
Jasimah
Clara
Yu Jin
Rachel
Eileen
Nicolette
Li Ming
Hilary
Me

i hope i got all the names. refering from photos. yah. i don't think i will type out my OG 7, Sequila people. i don't even think i remember them. i mean, all of them. i don't give a damn about them. maybe except yuzhen and xiaorong. yah. and yingjia and wanling and jade and regina and zen and shihui. yah. that's the only few i would remember and like to remember. so mean huh. i don't give a damn. oh wells. end of entry lah.

oh wells, days without the computer is horrible and now that i finally got a lappy, the internet connection has some problem. aww man, this feels like shit yah. like i am so out of contact with everyone else. and i can't blog so i cannot tell you guys how i felt and all. sounds really shitty right? so, on my way out just now i realised this method. i can type my entries and save them first before putting them online when the connection is finally up. sounds good yeah? hee. so whatever you are reading now is typed a long time ago. haha. okay here comes my first nagging!!

my god lah. the orientation isn't as great as the first time round and it's kinda saddening and disappointing yah. cos i really liked the O1. yah. and i am still in og 7. sequila this time. arts fac rocks lah. but i don't like this og as mush as my previous og 7. that og was fanstatic.(i still cannot spell) i mean, we had so much fun together adn all. i guess that's because all of us are new to the school that why. okay. most f us were new to the school. this time round, og 7 was almost made up of the dsa people. and they knew each other beforehand so i'm feeling kinda left out and all. but i won't say much cos i know they can link here. yeah. i just wanna say i am not happy at all this time round. okay. maybe juts a little bit cos yuzhen and xiaorong really made my day. yah. ohs. one thing. yuzhen looks so like meiting lah. the way she speaks, actions, face and even the skin colour. i must be thinking too much lah. hee.

just the other day i was thinking back about last year's orientation. and guess what? i don't think i ever wrote this before. in 79, the first person i evert talked to was peishan. can you believe it? i mean, i sorta can lah. haha. cos she was standing right behind me and i was the first. haha. oh wells. but during games i didn't join her cos i thought her friends were a little cheena. you know, i want a change of environment and something westernised. haha. so i stick onto carol. i never regretted it. i mean, come on lah. i don't know how many of you guys know this but i really liked carol. she's so wah!! haha. sorry ah. my vocabulary is a bit the limited lah. haha. anyway, after that i went on to join meiting and kevin, with carol of course. hee. not bad. we had fun. and later on, with meiting and gang. and then, i realised that they didn't really liked me, or i didn't really blend into them. like i'm someone extra. eventually, i left that group and went on to 'bother' subing. hee. and we joined peishan's group in the end. haha. what a twist of fate. do you guys actually know this? i always kinda feel left out. all the time. no matter where i am and who i am with. okays. maybe not really with the cheenas. i am like so very insecure. all the time. and i always think that people don't like me. and i am pretty sure they don't. not to the extent of hating me but don't really acknowledge my presence. this is the very first time i am typing this out and allowing everyone else to see. my deepest innermost thoughts. i guess i do need to say it out one day. or i'll just be friendless. or should i say, alone, even more alone. i mean, i always feel alone now, even when i'm with a big crowd of people. i think i am really weird. like really. i don't really like to be alone but whenever i am with a big crowd of people, i always feel so alone and yet, i don't want to leave them. i think i just need company. someone to company me no matter how alone i feel. so warped right? i am. i think i am really a weirdy. yah. how can i not feel so alone? i have no idea. i don't know. i don't know. i think the innermost me is actually a very quiet person who likes being alone. like what suaku will tell me. everything about me is a facade. i need to look really inside me to discover the real me. but am i capable of doing it? is this it? i don't know. i don't know. i am a really stupid person. i need some guidance. but where can i find it? i wonder. oh wells. i guess all of us do feel alone and empty at some point in time, just that i feel more than the rest. i think i should just like be a super loner yeah. but somehow i just can't. i'll go and find a group of people to blend into again and feel outcasted again and leave again. this is my vicious cycle of "weirdness". yah. i just don't learn do i? or i just really want company. i think i just really want that. oh wells. i just i'll go on being so weird and lonely and live life as it is. i will survive eventually yah. i will. don't do anything to me or try to counsel me or what okays. cos i am sure you do feel this way at times too. so if you don't know the way to cure yourself, don't cure me. and i don't want to be cured anyway. no matter what i do, there will be people who don't like me. yah. like what i have said before, i don't love. i do not love. so people, no matter how many times i have said i love you to you before, it's all fake. yah. it's just a habit. a habit of saying it. and whenever i say i'll be there for you, it's fake too. cos i will never be. and you won't find me anyway. i am just a clown in your life, an entertainer when you need entertainment. someone for you to jeer at. to laugh at. to poke your fingers at. to make fun of. that's me in your life. your pathetic life. my pathetic life. i wish i can stop being such a clown. but i can't too. i had a talk with my cousin the last time and guess what? he's like that too. he's a clown too. we call it our lives. our clownish lives. our mission in life. kinda sad huh. oh wells.
this is my very first time telling the whole world my innermost feeling. how i felt. and i guess this will be the last. cos i don't tell people how i feel. or, i don't even know how i feel. hopefully in a7, i will have a more permanent group of people for me to stick to and hopefully like. actually, i am just hoping nic will. cos i like her the way i liked carol. hopefully. but i think the chances are kinda low. oh wells. heck. i'll just go on believing what i want to believe in. i guess that's enough.

THE END.
okays. update time. hmm. wells. did my ponning of lessons yesterday and today, like finally. skipped 2 chemistry lectures and 1 economics lecture. okays. hmm. had pe today. mr chay is so mean!! so unfair!! we played against a j2 class that has twice the amount of people we had. so they get to change teams while the few of us just play and play non-stop. dam tiring can. ugh. haha. lost lah. obviously. cos they had so many guys some more. our guys were like kawai, ragu and mr chay? haha. funny lah.

hmm. went to have dinner with my girlfriend after school. we ate pizza hut. woohoo. and watched a movie. final destination 3. haha. no comments on the movie. haha. anyways, i was wearing the polka dots today for fun, cos my last chance mah. then the show is like NC-16? so the guy whose job is to check the tickets asked for my ID. haha. wrong move. so we had to unload all the food and drinks onto him before digging out our IDs. haha. at least he offered to allow us to unload onto him unlike the last time when we watched fearless we had to carry the stuff and dig at the same time. anyways, when i flashed my ezlink at him, he looked, then GASPED. like..loudly. huh! haha. dam funny lah. dam funny. and his mouth was like WIDE OPEN!! hahaa. so funny. he must be thinking how come this girl is already 18 but still in secondary school. haha. that is the funniest thing these days lah. haha.

okays. anything else? can't think of any. next time lah. gonna change grace's blogskin now. keep a lookout for it. hee. byes.