born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

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i haven't blogged for so long. have so many things to update. here comes. but i need to advise you, it's going to be really long.

16 july 2005
woohoo!! went out to celebrate wynny's birthday with ah chuan, candy, bobby, lynsey, xueping, shing and xinying. had so much fun!! we were snapping non-stop. all the way from suntec to clarke quey. which means we have to pass through the esplanade and fullerton. if you happen to be there that night, and if you saw 4 siao chabos snapping away, i bet it's us. hee. i mean, we were capturing every single minute of our journey. when after we reached coffee bean, we were still snapping. i think we really let loose that day. not like we are normally sane but that day was super insane. hee. wrote thoughts and wishes for wynny. tried to use my method of expressing my love to her but she didn't appreciate it. then again, not many people can take in my way of expressing love. try asking mello or siti. hee. after 12, we decided to go for a stroll so went cruising around the pub area, all the way to club street. it's almost one when we finally left for home. bunked over at shing's place after that. it's such a fun day!! i love my cussies!! can't wait to meet up with them again. this saturday yeah. must come ah. love you peeps.http://retards-birthday.mypicgallery.com/

18 july 2005
today, some f**king bastard totally destroyed my day. i mean, can you stop being so irritating, childish, annoying, totally disgusting bastard?! urgh! would you mind if you don't bitch or gossip behind me. like right behind me. if you want to do it, just say it out loud. i won't like kill you or what. don't act as if you are such a big shot when you are a coward deep in your heart. i didn't do anything to you. at least i don't remember doing anything to you since the first day. i have no idea how you come to this conclusion that you hates me but just f**k off. get out of my sight! i'm not even hanging near you now. so, f**k off. ya. f**k off. i hope you go to hell. really. and i think i'll go to hell for saying this but i don't care. go to hell.
(had to censor cos my friends don't appreciate such language.)

other than that two days, there's nothing much memorable. at least i didn't remember. hee. but i found out that someone i know is getting on my nerves. but i still love her. she's mature most of the times but she can be rather kiddish too. especially these days. but, no matter what happens, i still love her.

learning fest was fun by the way. i totally enjoyed myself. and just remembered. he pissed me off again yesterday. urgh. ah!! i must go and save the grasshopper in my bag now. totally forgot about it.

till i blog again, take care.
love you.

ah!!! i'm robbie mad now. haha. anyway, i want to say hugh jackman is so hot!!! hee. just watched kate and leopold for the 3rd time!! haha. i think hugh is so so so charming. awww. heee.
basically, kate and leopold is about kate and leopold. hahaha. don't kill me for this lame sentence. i'm very high now. hee. okay. kate is being played by meg ryan and of course, hugh jackman is leopold. in the show, leopold is a 19th century duke and my my my, he is such a gentleman with fine manners and treats ladies the way they should be treated. and he is definitely charming. full of charisma. on the other hand, kate is a 21th century executive and due to fate and lots of other reasons, which i have no wish to state, they met. sigh. that's the start of a fairytale.

the best part of the movie is when kate's brother asked him who he really is, cos no one actually believed leopold is a duke from the 19th century, he replied,"i am the man who loves your sister." awww. i'm melting. gonna get the vcd. do or die. hee. oh..and the way he speaks. sigh. (: he is the prefect guy. leopold!! =D

i know this is a little slow but i just so love angels by robbie williams. heard him sing it during live 8 and i watched that part like 3 times!! hee. man. he is so hot when he sang that song. hee.

angels by robbie williams.

I sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
and do they know
the places where we go
when we´re grey and old
´cos I´ve been told
that salvation lets their wings unfold
so when I’m lying in my bed
thoughts running through my head
and I feel that love is dead
I’m loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether I’m right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life wont break me
when I come to call she wont forsake me
I’m loving angels instead

when I’m feeling weak
and my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
and I know i'll always be blessed with love
and as the feeling grows
she breathes flesh to my bones
and when love is dead
I’m loving angels instead

and through it all
she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether I’m right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life wont break me
when I come to call she wont forsake me
I’m loving angels instead
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