born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

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i have a confession to make. i'm really sorry. christmas is over and guess what?! i haven't wrote the cards yet. ahh!! i feel like strangling myself. okay okay. don't try to stop me and don't say, i didn't even think of that. haha. okay okay. tomorrow's THE day. we are finally moving. so exciting can. first time move school eh. last time polka dots moved just days before i joined la. ugh. haha. it's going to be so emotional tomorrow. haha. i think. haha.

anyway, i love working. hee. the people there so funny can. gilbert la. he is so gay and funny. haha.
gil,"eh, you think that guy shuai or not?"
me,"okay la."
gil,"but i think he not bad lo."
me,"anything la."
then that guy left and returned. by the way, he is from china cos he talked to gil in chinese but to me, in english.
me,"eh. your shuai ge came back liao."
gil,"i know. i think he really not bad lo."
me,"but he doesn't sound like he from china leh. the english so good."
gil,"aiyah. he not bad la. tall and hunky."
me,"but fair."
gil,"china people normally very fair one la. seldom got tan one lo. you really don't think he shuai meh?"
i heck him and walked away.

see. that's my colleage. so gay right. haha. but he is not gay la. then again, if he wasn't like this, he won't be working in such a job. haha. he likes to tease me too. bully little girl. haha. i am so gonna miss all of them after this year. cos i work till 31st. sigh. all my funny people. i have to return one day next year and visit them man. and shun bian buy stuff. haha. hopefully still got discount. haha. fat hope right? hmm. then i better buy this week. haha.

and male customers are so difficult to serve. cos they don't say much. females may be naggy and picky and fickle but the guys only know how to say," ask her." or "it's okay." better still, just smile when i asked if they need help. what does that mean? huh? haha. and there's this dam gay customer yesterday. he speaks so softly, gently and sissy. like, yucks. "oh, i'm just browsing. do you have ______________ fragance?" imagine it softly, gently, sissy-ish. and mind you, he is like huge. about 1.8 or more. big sized. and speaks like that. i feel so..ugh.

okay okay. that's enough about males. talk about females. hmm. they can be really unreasonable. i saw 2 different ladies breaking nail polishes and the difference in their attitudes. the first one was," but i didn't do it on purpose. it was an accident. i don't see why i HAVE to pay for it. if it was on purpose, i'll pay. but it's an accident." and so on. like what the hell la. it only cost $2. why make such a big fuss out of it and argue for so long? like, no class. so unglam. the second lady, was good. good example. she said this the moment it dropped and broke," i'm sorry. i'm really sorry. i'll pay for it. i'm sorry. and im sorry to stain your white shoes. sorry." now, that's good attitude. considerate. polite. by the way. the first lady stained my friend's pants and blouse. i don't think she even realised it, cos she's too busy arguing her way out of paying. anyway, who would break something on purpose and pay? like, it don't make sense. really. i feel so ashamed of her that instant. ashamed to be of the same species. and guess what? the first one was a young lady of about 25 while the other is an auntie of at least 40. experience i supposed. hah.

what else? hmm. i don't suppose there's anything else i want to say. at least, i don't remember at this moment. hee. okay okay. see most of you people tomorrow. love love love. gNight.
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ahh!! after today, i'm even more fed-up with the opposite sex. sigh. i wish i am les. ugh. haha.
this is so random. randomness is my life!! my life is so random. oh wells. everything is random.
heee.
oh. call me wrapping queen can. i wrapped so many presents today that i think it's enough for the rest of my birthdays in my life. and after tomorrow and friday, i think it'll be enough for my next and next next life too. haha.
okay okay. random random. people, try checking your mail box. i might have sent a card to you. if you didn't receive a card from me, it means 3 things. 1st: i didn't send. 2nd: haven't arrived. 3rd: i forgot about you. poor thing. okay. my best bet is i forgot. well. i'm old and senile yet wise. haha. so random. okay okay. off to write cards. and they are really cute hee.
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by the way, i so want the perhaps love dvd and soundtrack. if the dvd is out, please inform me yeah. i'm hooked onto it. thanks.
is there an expiry date for love? i think so. we'll all get tired and bored of each other some day, won't we? when that day arrives, i wonder how all of us will feel. glad? happy? elated? sad? depressed? pain? or even, numb? i hope it's numb. if it's saddening, then i don't think it's really the expiry day. if it's happy, maybe, the day has been over long ago, just that we didn't realise it. numb should be the answer, at least, in my little world, i think so. why? why numb? one may ask. well, i believe since there's no more feelings, one shouldn't be feeling anything. anything. oh wells. what am i talking about? hur. whatever. i not thinking right, now. takeshi's voice is penetrating through my mind. making me all sad and yet, numb. oh wells. ugh.
sorry boys. but i really feel the need to say this. guys ARE jerks. my gosh. whatever you guys did are totally jerk behaviour. okay. maybe, i am being unfair by generalising it but if some of your species is capable of such stuff, i don't see why the rest aren't.

then again, just admit it. i know of some guys who actually say that guys are jerks. i admire them, cos they know themselves, their species so well. oh wells.

but, there is this phrase, if there are no regrets in a love, would it be still as beautiful? this is so true. so actually, the jerk bahaviour has somehow managed to turn into a somewhat beautiful thing in the end. but that is only after all the crying and depression and whatever. so, suffering comes before the enlightment. i rather there's a no enlightment, so there won't be suffering.

ugh. rather pissed with this jerk. JERK! okay. actually, throughout this whole year, i'm rather pissed with the amount of jerks i know of. ugh. this line doesn't make sense. oh wells. can't thing properly now. ugh. jerk.
hey!! i'm back!! hahaa. this is so funny. haha. was thinking about the song by xiao zhu la. haha. okay. anyway, yes, i'm back to blogging after so long. come on. don't be shy. shower all your misses to me. haha this sounds so wrong. haha. anyway, i don't have anything to blog about eh. haha. just coming here and leaving my mark to show my mere existence in life. haha. okay okay. let me think. hmm.

oh. i went out on sunday with fel and cheryl. haha. dam fun can. we took neos and spent so so long on decorating them. haha. cos unlimited time ma. haha. i really think i have a flair in decorating neos. i can be an artist after all. haha. the wrong kind though. haha. and i watched perhaps love!! yays. and yes, again. haha. i love it so much can. haha. was supposed to watch it again yesterday, but my mum didn't allow me to go out cos she say i go out everyday, which is NOT the truth! i don't go out everyday. like once in 2 days or something to that extent. oh wells.

what else? hahaha. i got ahma addicted to rain's it's raining. haha. sssss..ahh. hahaa. don't we all love it? went to grace's house on monday and we watched so many of rain's videos. haha. was trying to get ahma addicted to him la. but she thinks that we are mad to like rain. haha. she just don't get it. so grace forced her to bring home full house and watch. haha. ahma is going to be part of us soon. hahaa. sssss..ahh. hahaa i love RAIN!

hmm. been watching so many korean dramas these days. haha. got nothing to do mah. i have 4 more disc of love at harvard, 3 more for paris lovers, 1 more for full house and a lot more of other dramas. haha. i am so high. haha. okay okay. i am now going to finish my paris lovers. hahaa. bye bye.

p.s. grace, rain is mine, not ours. hahaa.
haha. what a joke. today is typhoon's album's official release day. haha. mr guo is in typhoon. and he was from eg. and just when eg is dying out, or even dead, mr guo is finally releasing his work. haha. really. what a joke. i kinda hope the album doesn't sell well, but i shouldn't be so mean right? haha. oh wells. ugh. no worries if you don't understand this entry.
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woohoo. i bought my REd nail polish, like finally. i'm so happy. haha. my nails are RED!! haha. i think i got the RED virus from nex. now, i have a RED belt, RED nails, RED specs and RED hairband. haha. festive season la. haha. but i will still accept red nail polishes if you buy for me. haha. so thich skin. haha.
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i hate flu!!! it's making me so sad. even though i'm happy but i'm sad too. weird right? cos i have flu!! my nose is blocked, dripping at times and guess what? i am tearing too. see. i look like i'm crying, all the time. and i am sad. but i am happy. urgh!! this is so contradictory. urgh.

listening to: That's When I Love You by Aslyn
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oh. i forgot to add. i made new specs yesterday. yays. it's ready for collection on sunday. woohoo. like after so long. haha. it's red. so keep a look out. hee. now that's one thing off my christmas list. yays. and i can cancel out cutting of hair too. woohoo. i really accomplished so much in 2 days. ((:
yays!! i am happy. hee. i did so many things today. woohoo.

o1. woke up at nine thirty. all by myself. earliest since holidays.
o2. watched perhaps love. love it. love love love it.
o3. ate mos. heee. don't be jealous.
o4. bought death note 5. yays. after so long.
o5. cut my hair!! like finally. haha.
o6. went to alter my new jeans. can't wait to get it back.
o7. completed the above in 4 hours and spent $40.45. i am so proud of myself. so proud of how i spent my money. haha.

this is so random. okay. i realised i like saying,"this is so random." haha. told that to dar some time ago, and he replied," everything is random." haha. i so agree with him. ahaha.
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sorry ah. i've been very lazy to update. haha. lots of things happened since my last post.

i went to ECP to cycle and had an accident. haha. it is really funny. haha. but as usual, i'm lazy to type la. haha.

on thurs and fri i went for mentoring camp. woohoo. it was fun!!!! hee. and i love henry. haha. he is so cute. his partner in crime is cute too. hee. oh wells. i AM a paedophile (hope i spelled it correctly). haha.

yesterday was adi's birthday. yays! he's like finally 21. haha. went for dinner together. woohoo. fun fun fun! i love my cussies so so so so so much. and i totally love the genes in us. haha. it's proven that we are all mad. it's in the hu's blood. haha. now, that explains my madness. haha.

and i realised how come i never managed to slim down.
o1. i love carbohydrates too much. eg. rice, noodles, potatoes.
o2. i am plain lazy to exercise.
o3. it's in the genes that my tummy is bloated.
o4. i rather die from eating too much than not eating.

haha. this is so random la. haha. and i love point no o4. hee. okay okay. off to watch tv. hee. crap more next time. hee.
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