born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

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Image done in Photoshop CS2

one last post, i promise.

all the best for blocks and common test!

love you people!
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what else to say? hmm.

i had teengames last week and the basketball girls lost all 4 matched while we the captain's ball people lost 3 won 1. haha. so embarrassing lah. but we stress totally, we are soccer girls! haha.

i think we bonded over the games and i had a lot of fun. i think they did too. haha. nicole and i got even closer and did really stupid stuff like buying jacknjill to dig for the handphone straps. haha. that was fun!

and when i finally saw nicolette today, i told her about the jacknjill thing and guess what? she said she bought them too! haha. so one fine day the2 nic ngs and i can go jacknjill shopping and dig! haha.

if anyone of you bought jacknjill and got the handphone strap, please be nice and give me if it is either germany portugal or england okays. cos all three of us wants the respective countries straps but dont seem to have the luck. thanks!

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ohs. more stuff coming up! heehee.

was waiting for my bus at the bus stop just now when i saw someone cross the road. she looks like shawna so i stared at her and tried to figure out if it's really her. that person seem to be looking at me so i broke the gaze and looked around before staring at her again. haha. the closer she gets, the more awkward i got but i really wanted to make sure if she's shawna. haha.

then...i smiled at her. and she smiled back! haha. she took down her headphones and we started laughing. hahaaa. after like confirming she really is shawna i told her about the staring thing and guess what? she staring at me all the time too to check if it's me. haha. like so funny. haha.

yups yup. thought that's kinda cute so i blogged. heehee.
it's been like WOW long since i last blogged. haha. say 13 days to be accurate. haha. i rock man. haha. havent been coming online for some time, or only for the sake of my beloved world cup. haha.

okays. first up, i so have the urge yesterday that i went to watch a movie. ohohs. this is like so wrong lah! haha. sorli sorli. heehee. and guess what show it was? haha. you got it! haha. acutally, no. it is just my luck! woohoo. love it baby. like i so love it. heehee. it's so nice, sweet, comical, loving and well, it rocks. haha. i dont mind watching it again, you know. heehee. of cos my first choice is not just my luck but i dont have a choice. haha. they only have cars, garfield, omen, scary movie and just my luck. and it also happens to be the one that is showing next. haha. so might as well, even though i was hoping to catch the junnie show. haha.

anyways, the show is like seriously lucky. haha. i was so bored while waiting for time to pass before admittance to the theatre that i went up and down just to catch if they are admitting. haha. then when i entered, i was the only one there despite it being 1230 and the show is supposed to start at 1245. i kinda freaked out though i was expecting this turnout. haha. i looked for my seat and found it like really far behind so i took matters into my hands and sat somewhere that looked nice. heehee. the whole place was so quiet that i am like totally sure i'llbe watching the whole movie by myself and i freaked out. tried to read about davie darling to distract myself from the eeriness. haha. you can just imagine how glad i was when they decided to play some music. haha.

and finally, when the advertisements started, i was feeling so good, except for the fact that they had to show lady in the water who is kinda a pyschological show. once again i was a little freaked until the point where i saw people coming in. gosh. i felt alive!! haha. 4 students came in followed by a guy. i thought they were together but apparently not. the guy stood like right in front to watch the whole ad of lady in the water before coming to the back and look for his seat. like how weird. and the next thing you know, he stopped at the seat beside me and i looked up in shock. haha. i think i startled him cos he looked back in shock too! haha. he settled down and i was like thinking whether i should move a seat down or not. haha. like how lucky i can get to have a guy sit beside me, which is his correct seat, when i just anyhow picked a seat and there are like so many other seats in the whole theatre. well, as the title goes, just my luck. haha.
i changed my skin.

to adi: you might have seen another skin. haha. i changed again.

people, i love changing blogskins. give me the job man.

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p.s. i love both my dearest and dar! but i love my dearest more.heehe.
on my way home from macs just now, i was thinking. doing some really serious thinking.

i think i have grown up a lot over the past year. my thinking changed, the way i act changed and the way i deal with relationships changed. of cos, there will be people like you who will say i am still as kiddish as ever. i don't deny that cos i really tend to be kiddish most of the time.

however, i feel a change in me. do you? maybe i tend to feel this way cos those that i am in contact with most of the time now are younger. it may only be a year difference but to me, it felt like a whole lot of difference. like they don't catch up with my thoughts. i think deeper than them. is this good or bad, i have no idea. but the idea of me being all grown up now irks me and yet, pleases me at the same time.

being grown up means more responsibility and maturity. it's not a very good thing yeah. we have to be independent now. but the fact that i can be independent pleases me. i am just contradicting my own thoughts, as always.

oh wells. i like what i am now. and hope to remain the same. but it's impossible yeah. hmm.
i was bathing just now when i suddenly realised,"wow, it's world cup again."okays. i hear people calling me slow, but hey, it's just that i thought of something. the last time world cup came, it was in 2002 and that's just when i knew pk, yJ and "sis". yeah. wow. it's been 4 years. 4 years of on and off friendship and we still keep in contact. i am surprised. and i cannot believe it's been 4 years. i think, it's actually a little more than 4 years. wow.

my dear friends, 4 years is not very long, nor is it very short. it's enough to put a child through a secondary education. thanks for being there for me this 4 years. hope to be able to say this again the next world cup. love you guys.
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i just want to say,"I LOVE MY DAR!! thanks for all the care you showered upon me and of cos, love."

heehee.
philharmonic winds was so good. through out the first half of the performance, i am ashamed to say that i fell asleep a few times as the pieces they played were so smoothing and peaceful that i couldnt resist the temptation to take a nap. i tried really hard to keep my eyes open but somehow, i will just die halfway. i was really tired. really tired. oh wells.

the second half of the performance totally blew me away. it was so captivating, especially the first piece. i loved it so much. it was an emotional experience for me. i could feel the piece with all my heart and soul. i can only say, it's a great piece of composition. the second piece was like weird cos i really think the choir part was so out of place. nonetheless, it was a nice piece as it had so many different components involved. the third piece was what grace called, a piece that finally has a main melody. haha. it was a rather exciting piece but it can be boring at times as it is kinda predictable.

overall, i think phil winds rocks and i cannot wait to hear them play again. but hopefully, they can play the way they did in the national library cos they were so cheerful then.
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hahahahahahahaa. this is so fun lah. this stupid guy added me in msn cos i was from aquila. and he stupidly didnt know who i am or where i am from. so we started like chatting. then he wanted me to guess which school he's from and i knew beforehand cos i saw him in jon's msn before.

so i happily played along with him and along the way, he gave hints that were meant to mislead me. oh wells. kids yah. what a kid. haha. and finally, he found his conscience and told me that he have been lying to me for the past who-knows-how-many minutes. haha. wells, i didnt have the heart to tell him i've been playing with him too. heehee. i feel so evil lah. haha. oh wells, stupid boy. haha.
i wanted to say so much a few days ago. but never managed to blog it out. now, i feel that i have taken another view to that matter, so i don't see a need to say it anymore.

however, i do have one conclusion. there are many sides of man that is waiting for us to discover. will we ever discover them one by one or never to most of them? we will slowly find out. that is if we ever bother to find out.

i am amazed by the many different sides of one person. just one person. kid, i am so disappointed in you, and yet i cannot help but to feel for you. poor boy. and woosh too. seems like i did a thorough character analysis on these 2 with nic and came up with 2 opposite conclusions. hope the conclusion about kid is wrong. i hope, it's wrong.