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Reality
born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)


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Thursday, October 26, 2006 ♥11:24 AM

i'm telling myself i can't shed a single tear for this. they can blame me, nag at me, scold me, but i won't cry. not really sure how much of this is my fault but i did tell them to study didn't i? damn. this situation is hard for all of us, not only you guys. will they understand? do they understand? damn. i don't feel good at all, not at all. shouldn't have put so much feelings into this relationship from the start. it's a mistake from the beginning. why? why? i ask myself repeatedly but i get no answer. no answer. absolutely nothing. who can i turn to for answers? who can i turn to for comfort? who can i blame for all this? no one. no one. damn. i'll start afresh. i hope to start afresh. hoping they can too. put everything behind and let's all have a new beginning. all of us think it's hard for ourselves but have we considered each others'? i think not. damn. cruelty of life. damn.

feeling a little better now but damn. oh wells.