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born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)


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Sunday, June 11, 2006 ♥12:43 AM

on my way home from macs just now, i was thinking. doing some really serious thinking.

i think i have grown up a lot over the past year. my thinking changed, the way i act changed and the way i deal with relationships changed. of cos, there will be people like you who will say i am still as kiddish as ever. i don't deny that cos i really tend to be kiddish most of the time.

however, i feel a change in me. do you? maybe i tend to feel this way cos those that i am in contact with most of the time now are younger. it may only be a year difference but to me, it felt like a whole lot of difference. like they don't catch up with my thoughts. i think deeper than them. is this good or bad, i have no idea. but the idea of me being all grown up now irks me and yet, pleases me at the same time.

being grown up means more responsibility and maturity. it's not a very good thing yeah. we have to be independent now. but the fact that i can be independent pleases me. i am just contradicting my own thoughts, as always.

oh wells. i like what i am now. and hope to remain the same. but it's impossible yeah. hmm.