born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

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i could feel my heart in the air, when i saw you. it's terrific. i miss watching you play the flute. i miss watching you conduct. i miss hearing you sing. and i miss seeing you.

the concert was great. totally. the main reason of me going for the concert is to see moses. and i made it. i made it there, finally, after looking for tickets for so many days. i would really regret it if i didnt make it there.

i was on the verge of crying when i heard him sing. it's been so long. so long. i didnt realise i miss him, i miss them so much till the concert. i didnt realise. i thought i was fine without them, living my life as per normal. but deep down, deep down, i miss them so much. so much. i really do.

moses is great. really great. fantastic. maybe i should just have a little more courage to go up and say well done. maybe. but i didnt. at least i texted him after that. and he saw me during the concert. like wow. ((:

he looked really tired. szuxiang too. maybe the preparation for the concert has taken a toll on them. or maybe, the studies. they look so frail, so tired, so thin(?). i really hope they take care of themselves. and rest when they should.

saw meiting too. she look really happy. i'm glad for her. seems like poly life is doing her good. i miss her. miss the times we spent crapping together. miss the times in the study room suring chinese lessons. miss the ava where samuel will play the piano for us. miss LT3. miss the Loke Cheng Kim hall. miss the gallery. miss the cafe. miss Malan SA. i even miss bryce who played the piano once for us.

the times spent there was great. if only we could still stay there, and i stayed with them. last year might not be a very happy year for me but i loved it still. and i miss it. i really do. i miss everything. everything.

i thought of my pw people today. i really miss you guys. carol, moses, simhui, jaga. all the fun. crapping. arguing. rehearsing. i miss it. you guys made the pw process not as torturous as it would be. it was enjoyable. very fun.

i cannot turn back time. and i cannot stay in the past forever. but memories will be kept in my head. etched in my heart. i miss you guys. and i love you. (:

ps. grace, moses sings really well. really.