born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

Designer: lovebites
Image: monatheydidnt
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Image done in Photoshop CS2

thursday is rainbow day. i saw it with girlfriend that day around 6+ at dohby ghuat. grace saw it around 7 at pj. my classmate saw it too, not sure where it was and when though. i think it's so cool. maybe it's the same one? hmm. (: i thought it might be a good sign. apparently not, in the case of my girlfriend.

well, my girlfriend didn't do as well for o's as we expected. she's really disappointed and cried really badly. sigh. girl, you know i love you yeah. maybe we can still go out on v-day.

went back to polka dots on friday. my gosh. the school compound suck now, totally. they repainted it. now the colours are like shit. yellow and pastel colours. freak. even the doors are being repainted. i kinda regret not taking photos of the compound in the past. guess we didn't expect it to change colours. freak. i am like so not going to go back anymore. oh wells. was really emotional when i entered the hall. everyone was like screaming and crying. i cried too. for don't know what reasons. think i am really emotional. haha. i didn't remember myself crying when i received my results la. i did for chinese o's though. yups.

i think i am really mad. too emotional. my heart was actually thumping really fast on friday. the whole day. like i'm about to receive my results. i didn't even felt that way last year. man. i am a goner. freak.

oh wells. the only good thing that happened on friday is the fact that i went out with dearest. shopped with her for earrings. haha. she spent quite a bit on those, okay her mom. haha. oh wells. i love you so.

i don't know what else i can talk about. just hope that everyone's results weren't too bad. i think i'll find out tomorrow. class outing to sentosa. yayers. but i have to go to school in the morning. shit. hope suzie lets me off really early, like 10. cos i am the only one in j1 tomorrow. okay. most prob, but the chances are like 99.99%? freak. stupid suzie. why she ask me go back? she should have checked it out for me. ask me to go back, in case. freak. jj's ct told him no need to la. ah. shit. i'm freaking out. like, the only j1? freak. and i'm a retainee. ah. my fellow retainees won't come to school lo. i know them so freaking well. and my classmates too. okay. any sane persone in j1. freak. i feel like a freak. shit. hope i survive. ahh!! now my heart's thumping really fast. freak. freak. freak. what the fuck! shit.